Right after Jesus fed the four thousand, the perpetually hungry disciples noticed that they had only one loaf with them in the boat, and this actually concerned them. They were wondering how they would eat! The Bread of Life sat in the boat with them; the One who provided bread in the desolate places.
Here Jesus was, trying to explain the leaven of the Pharisees and Herod, and the disciples didn’t inquire further. They wanted bread. Where could they get bread? Bread, bread, bread.
Jesus was exasperated by their blindness and was not having it (Isn’t it good to know that exasperation, like anger, is not a sin? How we respond afterward is what matters). Did you notice the battery of questions Jesus asked the disciples verses 17 through 21?
Why are you discussing the fact that you have no bread?
Do you not yet perceive or understand?
Are your hearts hardened?
Having eyes do you not see, and having ears do you not hear? And do you not remember?
When I broke the five loaves for the five thousand, how many baskets full of broken pieces did you take up?
And the seven for the four thousand, how many baskets full of broken pieces did you take up?
Do you not yet understand?
How could Jesus’ own followers be so incredibly blind? But here’s the mercy: Jesus didn’t leave them in their blindness. He inquired, He redirected, He challenged, He prompted them to remember, remember, remember what He had already done in front of their very eyes.
This was an AHA moment for me. My plight has been long, but if I look back and think about it my life has been saved at least 4 times and many more than that if you assume He was in the operating room for 25+ surgeries. Guiding the physicians hands and the nurses, and not that any procedure is easy but the least of these procedures has been 4-5 hours, many of them have been 12-24 hour procedures requiring multiple teams. I want it to be over and I get inpatient and I feel like He is not listening, but he has listened He has saved me multiple times, when many wonder how I survived a particular instance. He has been there all along, just not necessarily fast enough or complete enough for me to acknowledge, until today.
Like the women mentioned in video Jesus is patient and persistent.
Taking a moment to reflect on how much God has done for me and far He has brought me in life.